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It was you, wasn't it?
:50:04
Why lie about it?
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Are you afraid I might think
you weak for reading poetry?
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Perhaps.
:50:10
As Fontaine says somewhere
in there, "Each man is three men:
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"What he thinks he is, what others
think he is and what he really is."
:50:21
- And which Leiningen is this?
- The last.
:50:25
The real Leiningen.
:50:28
Uncertain...
:50:30
...complex, a little pompous, even...
Even laughable, sometimes.
:50:37
- I've never laughed at you.
- I know...
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...and I've appreciated it,
in my fashion.
:50:47
I've written a letter...
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...to my brother in New Orleans.
:50:54
When you get there, give it to him.
:50:56
He'll make all the necessary
arrangements.
:50:59
I'm leaving right away, apparently.
:51:02
Tomorrow. The commissioner
and I are going upcountry.
:51:06
You'll go with us and then across
to the big river.
:51:08
You can catch a boat there
in two or three days,
:51:11
instead of waiting until next month.
:51:20
I...
:51:21
I hadn't realized that you were
in such a hurry to see the last of me.
:51:25
Oh, it's not that. The hurry, I mean.
:51:28
It's not wanting to get rid of you,
it's just...
:51:31
I don't like what's happening to me.
:51:36
I think you're sorry about tonight.
:51:40
I tried to embarrass you.
:51:43
I'm not like that usually.
I don't like to hurt things.
:51:50
I...
:51:51
I was hurt...
:51:53
...but I'm over it now.
:51:57
But when you get back home,