:51:02
Tomorrow. The commissioner
and I are going upcountry.
:51:06
You'll go with us and then across
to the big river.
:51:08
You can catch a boat there
in two or three days,
:51:11
instead of waiting until next month.
:51:20
I...
:51:21
I hadn't realized that you were
in such a hurry to see the last of me.
:51:25
Oh, it's not that. The hurry, I mean.
:51:28
It's not wanting to get rid of you,
it's just...
:51:31
I don't like what's happening to me.
:51:36
I think you're sorry about tonight.
:51:40
I tried to embarrass you.
:51:43
I'm not like that usually.
I don't like to hurt things.
:51:50
I...
:51:51
I was hurt...
:51:53
...but I'm over it now.
:51:57
But when you get back home,
:52:00
you'll realize it was better
to end it before it began.
:52:03
You'll be happier with your own kind.
:52:06
Perhaps I will.
:52:09
Someday you'll find
what you're looking for.
:52:13
I hope you will too.
:52:17
Yes.
:52:20
Well...
:52:25
I wanted to say these things.
:52:27
We won't have time to talk
on the way.
:52:31
Then this is goodbye.
:52:33
I'm sorry it started the way it did.
I don't know what went wrong.
:52:39
I guess I'd never be able
to get it out of my head
:52:41
that you loved someone before me.
:52:44
I don't know how to be second.
:52:46
I can only be first.
:52:50
That's very important, I know.
:52:55
Christopher...
:52:59
You don't dislike me anymore?