:51:01
Tomorrow. The commissioner
and i are going upcountry.
:51:04
You'll go with us
and then across to the big river.
:51:08
You can catch a boat there
in a few days,
:51:10
instead of waiting until next month.
:51:19
I hadn't realised that you were in
such a hurry to see the last of me.
:51:24
It's not that. The hurry, i mean.
:51:27
It's not wanting to get rid of you. It's just
I don't like what's happening to me.
:51:35
I think you're sorry about tonight.
:51:39
I tried to embarrass you.
I'm not like that usually.
:51:43
I don't like to hurt things.
:51:49
I... was hurt.
:51:52
But i'm over it now.
:51:56
When you get back home, you'll realise
it was better to end it before it began.
:52:02
You'll be happier with your own kind.
:52:05
Perhaps i will.
:52:08
Someday you'll find
what you're looking for.
:52:12
I hope you will, too.
:52:15
Yes.
:52:19
Well...
:52:24
I wanted to say these things.
We won't have time to talk on the way.
:52:30
- Then this is goodbye.
- I'm sorry it started the way it did.
:52:35
I don't know what went wrong.
:52:38
I'd never be able to get it out of my head
that you loved someone before me.
:52:43
I don't know how to be second.
I can only be first.
:52:49
That's very important, i know.
:52:54
Christopher.
:52:58
- You don't dislike me any more?
- I never did.