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But that's another issue.
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I told you
it's been in my mind for a while now.
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- About the fact that we don't--
- It's been on both our minds.
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So it wasn't just this evening--
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- No, but you brought it up now.
- It just reminded me of it.
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We've discussed it before.
It's been on both our minds.
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How do we get this back
in a relationship
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where one of the parties
can barely breathe?
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And I have lots to think about.
I'm dying.
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Where is that coming from?
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If you still love me,
you'd submit to me.
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- What is the matter with you?
- Well...
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But I'm saying
I'd like to have that prerogative.
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You gave it to me 15 years ago.
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So what's the problem now?
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'Cause you're not submissive to me now.
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I'm not submissive to anybody.
I love you.
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But I think I need you
to be submissive to me.
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Why?
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Psychologically,
I really, really need it.
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So, why did you decide
to go into a hospital today?
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He was really scared today.
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It's really hard to imagine him
actually being dead.
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Because his dying is so excruciating.
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I almost want to say-
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I don't even think
he's a masochist anymore.
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I think
life has beaten him down too much.