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Because my parents loved me
even more when I was suffering,
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because I was born
into a world of suffering,
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because surrender is sweet,
because I'm attracted to it,
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because I'm addicted to it,
because endorphins in the brain
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are like a natural kind of heroin.
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Because I learned to take my medicine,
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because I was a big boy for taking it,
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because I can take it like a man,
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because as somebody once said,
"He's got more balls than I do."
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Because it is an act of courage,
because it does take guts,
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because I'm proud of it,
because I can't climb mountains,
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because I'm terrible at sports,
because no pain, no gain,
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because spare the rod, spoil the child,
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because you always hurt
the one you love.
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It's fun to be dead, fun to be dead
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Fun to be dead, fun to be dead
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Fun to be dead, fun to be dead
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Problems, problems
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Everybody's got them
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Not me, not me
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I look around
from a hole in the ground and...