1:14:03
That was the only solution...
suicide...
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which a lot of people have tried.
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No way.
1:14:09
Yes, look there's no question
that you're in a bad way.
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You have thisjob that Geir
has gone out of his wayto give
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you.
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Nothing else.
1:14:24
I'm a good painter.
1:14:26
Think about it.
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You're thirty and you've
messed up your life.
1:14:31
You're never going to
get anotherwoman.
1:14:34
No one would want you.
1:14:36
You can't get any credit
at the bank now.
1:14:37
Your reputation is worthless.
1:14:39
Your ID number is worthless.
Your life's worthless.
1:14:45
Maybe that's not the
worst thing, though.
1:14:49
Money's not that important.
1:14:53
Money is important, though.
1:14:55
Yes, but what I mean is that
the important thing of couse
1:14:58
is that
1:14:59
you've lost your self-respect.
1:15:01
Your reputation is gone.
1:15:04
People don't think ofyou as
that
1:15:06
energetic, eager lad you once
were.
1:15:10
These days theyjust see you
as pathetic.
1:15:14
Everyone thinks you're pathetic.
1:15:17
Do you think I'm pathetic?
1:15:19
No, not me maybe,
I don't think you're pathetic.
1:15:23
I'vejust heard a lot of other
people saythat.
1:15:26
That I'm pathetic?
1:15:27
Yes.
1:15:33
And then there's your daughter.
You won't be seeing her again.
1:15:40
It's like I've always said, Toti,
when
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you're in this much trouble...
1:15:45
when you have to deal with
so
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much shit, it's best not to think , about it.
1:15:51
Don't start thinking things over , too
1:15:52
deeply, going over it in your
head.
1:15:54
That'sjust foolish.