1:25:00
I'd have friends. I'd sleep well.
1:25:03
I wouldn't throw up half the things I eat.
1:25:05
You watch your weight. So what?
1:25:06
Don't you hear me?
I'm telling you I'm unhappy and sick.
1:25:10
I can't do this anymore. Don't you care?
1:25:13
Of course I care. But this is your dream.
1:25:18
Don't just throw away your dream !
1:25:20
It's your dream.
1:25:22
And it matters more to you
than anything mattered to me.
1:25:26
So I did it, but I can't anymore.
1:25:30
It's not that I don't care
about your feelings. I do.
1:25:35
It's just that...
1:25:38
...I know...
1:25:40
...what regret feels like
and I don't want that for you.
1:25:45
I know what it's like to look back and wish.
1:25:49
That's what ballet would be for me.
1:25:52
A life of wishing
that I found something I really loved...
1:25:54
...instead of something
I just happened to do well.
1:26:00
I'm not you, Mom.
You didn't have the feet.
1:26:05
I don't have the heart.