:37:01
And l can still see my father that mealtime.
:37:05
But l would have liked to have had
a happier image of my mother.
:37:09
That´s the onIy image...
:37:11
...of this contorted...
:37:14
...face...
:37:16
...fuII of agony.
:37:18
It was very sad.
:37:28
l remember standing by the window
and waving good-bye...
:37:32
...and just trying hard to believe...
:37:35
...that we really would come back.
That it won´t be for very long.
:37:38
But when the train moved
and they disappeared from sight...
:37:42
...both Vera and I
cried in each other´s arms.
:37:51
My parents ran along the train...
:37:54
...on the pIatform.
:37:56
And I stiII remember, sort of in my head...
:37:59
...I heard that refrain,
"´You´re Ieaving! You´re Ieaving! "´
:38:03
I watched their faces.
Tears were streaming down their faces...
:38:08
...down their cheeks.
:38:09
And I knew then...
:38:12
...these peopIe reaIIy Iove me.
:38:14
This is why they´re sending me away.
:38:18
l immediately started to write
to my parents.
:38:21
And l apologized
for what l had said to them...
:38:25
...that they were trying to get rid of me.
:38:39
ln no time...
:38:40
...the suitcase was gone.
:38:43
The child was gone.
The other children were gone.
:38:46
Just emptiness.
:38:49
Then we turned around and went home.
:38:52
I did not taIk.
:38:56
It was awfuI.