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Let him see it.
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What does it mean?
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No, no. Wait.
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What does it mean?
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It means that I was in love
with Geoff Hammond.
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-No!
-We'd been in love for years.
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-I don't believe it.
-We used to meet constantly.
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Once or twice a week.
Not a soul had the smallest suspicion.
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Every time I met him, I hated myself.
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And yet I lived for the moment
when I'd see him again.
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It was horrible.
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There was never an hour when I was at
peace, when I wasn't reproaching myself.
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I was like a person who is sick with some
disease and doesn't want to get well.
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Even my agony was a kind of joy.
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Then there came a time about a year ago
when he began to change toward me.
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I didn't know what was the matter.
I was frantic.
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-I made scenes. I threw myself at his feet.
-Leslie.
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Then I heard about that....
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That native woman.
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I couldn't believe it.
I wouldn't believe it!
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At last I saw her.
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Saw her walking in the village
with those hideous spangles...
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...that chalky painted face...
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...and those eyes like a cobra's eyes.
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But I couldn't give him up.
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I sent for him.
You read the letter.
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We'd always been so careful
about writing before...