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You were looking at the sea.
You were enchanted.
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But I felt I had to destroy
that enchantment...
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make you see ugliness and cruelty.
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- You were trying to warn me.
- No.
:50:11
I was trying to hurt you.
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It was the same way with Jessica.
I had to hurt her.
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Everything she did or said
made me lash out at her.
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That's why I want you to go.
:50:21
You see, Betsy...
:50:25
since you've been here...
:50:27
I've seen how fine and sweet things
can be between a man and a woman...
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how love can be calm and good.
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I'd rather not have that sort of love,
than have it and destroy it.
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You want me to leave you?
:50:40
That's why I want you to go.
:50:41
It's no good for you to stay
so long as I have this fear of myself.