1:29:01
I've had such a terrible feeling
of guilt all the time.
1:29:04
All right.
1:29:06
I needed help and there was no one.
I couldn't even go to my parents.
1:29:12
- You didn't tell them?
- No, I didn't want to hurt them.
1:29:18
You know how sweet and simple they are.
1:29:25
You didn't go home then, after?
1:29:28
No.
1:29:30
- Where'd you go?
- I came to New York.
1:29:34
- How long was that before I met you?
- Two years.
1:29:38
Who'd you go with then?
1:29:42
No one.
1:29:44
How many others were there, Mary?
1:29:47
- Others?
- How many other men?
1:29:51
None. What's the matter with you, Jim?
1:29:54
Oh, wait a minute. Wait a minute.
1:29:57
No. What's the matter with you?
1:30:02
At an autopsy the other day...
1:30:04
I watched the medical examiner
saw off the top of a man's skull...
1:30:07
take out the brain and hold it in his hand.
1:30:10
Like that.
1:30:12
Why are you telling me this?
1:30:15
Because I'd give my soul
to take out my brain...
1:30:18
hold it under the faucet and wash away...
1:30:21
the dirty pictures you put there today.
1:30:24
- Dirty pictures?
- Yes.
1:30:29
Oh, I see.
1:30:36
I see.
1:30:41
Yes, that would be fine...
1:30:46
if we could.
1:30:53
But when you wash away
what I may have put there...
1:30:56
you'll find you've a rotten spot
in your brain, Jim...