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She was everything to me,
supported me, had me taught dancing.
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Then one day I realized
what she was doing.
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I was coming home from dancing
with the other girls
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and I saw her, and the other girls
saw her, walking the street.
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What did you do?
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I just ran and wept.
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Ran and wept.
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Then what happened?
:43:26
I tried to forget.
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I was sent to boarding school. At 16,
I left and joined the Empire Ballet.
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Louise went to South America.
I haven't heard from her since.
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Up to that time,
you had no trouble with your legs?
:43:40
No.
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When did it start?
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About two years later.
After Melise joined the ballet.
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Who's Melise?
:43:50
One of the girls
from the dancing school.
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One who was with you
when you found out about Louise?
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Mr. Freud would say
that since meeting this girl again,
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you don't want to dance.
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Why?
:44:04
You've associated it
with the unhappy life of your sister
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who paid for your lessons
through a life of shame.
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You've been ashamed to dance
ever since.
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I'd despise myself
if I thought that.
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That's the trouble, you do.
:44:17
That's the trouble with the world.
We all despise ourselves.
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Streetwalking!
:44:27
We're all grubbing for a living,
the best of us.
:44:30
All a part of the human crusade,
:44:34
written in water.
:44:36
But enough of that.
:44:38
Ever been in love?
:44:40
No, not really.
:44:43
I think it was more
a feeling of pity.
:44:45
The plot thickens.
Tell me about it.
:44:48
It's a ridiculous story.
I hardly knew the man.
:44:52
It was something I built up
in my own mind.
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It was after I came out
of the hospital.
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I took a job
at Sardou's stationary shop.