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and coming back for me.
Can you imagine that?
:51:05
- I don't have to.
- I have to.
:51:07
Days and nights in that black hole
trying to imagine it.
:51:12
But I had time to think.
And you know what I thought about?
:51:16
You and me.
:51:18
And I said to myself:
"Sure, she'll be back."
:51:23
"She'll be back,
but not for you".
:51:26
And I knew then
that none of it was ever for me.
:51:29
From the beginning to the end of it,
in that black hole.
:51:33
And I knew what a fool I was
to be there
:51:35
and who made me that fool
and why.
:51:39
It was the gold, Leah.
Never anything else.
:51:44
I was in love with you.
:51:46
How could I know that all you saw
in me was someone to risk his life
:51:50
to grovel, to dig?
:51:53
That's all I ever meant to you.
:51:55
A pick and shovel
to get your gold.
:52:00
Yes, I wanted gold.
I wanted all the things it can buy.
:52:05
Most people do.
I didn't want it like this.
:52:24
Here, take this.
:52:25
- Why?
- You want to live, don't you?
:52:28
- Who cares?
- Just drink it, Fuller.
:52:48
You falling for it too?
:52:51
You're next.
You follow me.
:52:56
I don't follow anybody.
:52:58
You think I'm wrong.
You think I've gone crazy.