:16:03
I've found nothing anywhere.
:16:06
I've made one bad start after another.
One mess after another.
:16:09
I thought I was on my way here
by doing God's work.
:16:13
That was the worst failure of all.
:16:17
But no matter how often I fail,
there is something in me.
:16:20
- That I am good for something.
- But this is not the way to find it.
:16:25
Hiding away here, wasting your time.
:16:29
You've become an idler.
:16:33
An idler? Yes.
:16:36
But there are two kinds of idlers.
:16:38
There's the man who's idle
because he wants to be, out of laziness.
:16:42
How easy that is. I envy him.
:16:48
There's the other kind...
:16:50
the man who's idle in spite of himself.
:16:53
I want nothing but to work.
:16:55
Only, I can't.
:16:58
I'm in a cage, a cage of shame
and self-doubt and failure.
:17:03
Somebody believe me.
:17:06
I'm caged. I'm alone.
:17:09
I'm frightened.
:17:16
Vincent, listen to me.
:17:21
When we were children,
I used to follow you about.
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If I was frightened, I'd run to look for you.
:17:31
If I got lost, you'd always come to find me.
:17:37
We're still brothers, we're friends...
:17:41
we can trust one another.
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That's stronger than any cage.
:17:48
Whatever you do, from now on,
wherever you go...
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promise me, make me part of it.
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Don't ever cut yourself off from me again.