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You work so hard.
:25:05
I see your light on often,
halfway through the night.
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There's so much to learn,
not only about drawing, but people.
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How they feel and think,
the world they live in.
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Before you can paint them,
you have to know that, too.
:25:15
So I read everything
I can get my hands on.
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Dickens, Zola, Michelet.
:25:20
You know what Michelet says?
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"Blessed is the man
who's found his worth...
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"and one woman to love."
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- I need love, Kay.
- Of course you do.
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I need it to be myself,
to be able to breathe it.
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I want a home. I want children.
:25:42
Vos felt the same way. He made
Jan and me the center of his existence.
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- Nothing else counted for him...
- Stop talking about Vos. He's dead.
:25:49
And we're alive, Kay. In the present.
The present.
:25:53
- I love you, Kay.
- No.
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Listen to me,
we're both alone in the world.
:25:56
We need each other.
Look, we'll have a home.
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We'll be happy. I promise you.
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No.
:26:05
In God's name, don't be frightened.
I'm only saying I want to marry you.
:26:09
To be your husband, and a father to Jan.
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No. Never!
:26:14
No. Never.
:26:18
I tell you, Theo, this thing threatens me.
:26:21
Love is something so strong, so real...
:26:25
that it's as impossible to quench it...
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as it is for a man to take his own life.
:26:31
I must see her face again
and speak to her once more.
:26:35
- I'd like to see Miss Kay.
- I'm afraid she's out, sir.
:26:39
No, you can't go in there, sir.
The family's at dinner.
:26:44
He pushed his way in, sir.
:26:46
I see now what people mean when
they complain about your bad manners.
:26:49
- Where's Kay?
- She's not here.
:26:51
She's visiting friends.
:26:52
- Vincent, please, sit down.
- She was just sitting here.
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Can't you understand
a simple word like "no"?
:26:58
Don't you realize what it meant
when Kay returned your letters unopened?