1:42:23
God.
1:42:28
God, help me.
1:42:36
Allison.
1:42:40
Allison.
1:42:42
Didn't want you to come here.
I couldn't say goodbye to you in person.
1:42:46
- You know I don't want you to go.
- But I'm going.
1:42:50
You stay here. You belong here,
both of us, together.
1:42:53
- We've been friends since we were kids.
- Goodbye, Selena.
1:42:57
Your mother, how can you
leave her alone?
1:43:00
Mother's always been alone.
1:43:02
Oh, Selena.
1:43:31
I cried all the way to New York and my
eyes were the color of the oak leaves...
1:43:37
...that had started to fall back home.
1:43:40
For days, I struggled to keep alive
and I shivered with loneliness...
1:43:45
...in a back room
on the fourth floor of nowhere.
1:43:49
There were times when
I wanted to crawl home...
1:43:52
...but somehow I managed,
and I stayed.
1:43:56
I learned what I could endure, but none
of us, in New York or in Peyton Place...