:36:00
I think that...
:36:04
we're all in
our private traps...
:36:08
clamped in them, and none of us
can ever get out.
:36:13
We scratch and...
and claw...
:36:16
but only at the air,
only at each other.
:36:19
And f or all of it,
we never budge an inch.
:36:24
Sometimes we deliberately
step into those traps.
:36:30
I was born in mine.
I don't mind it any more.
:36:32
Oh, but you should.
You should mind it.
:36:35
Oh, I do, but I say I don't.
(Chuckles)
:36:41
You know, if anyone ever talked
to me the way I heard...
:36:45
the way she spoke to you...
:36:48
Sometimes when she talks
to me like that...
:36:52
I f eel I'd like to go up there and
curse her and, and leave her f orever.
:36:56
Or at least defy her.
:37:03
But I know I can't.
She's ill.
:37:07
She sounded strong.
:37:11
No, I mean... ill.
:37:15
She had to raise me all by herself,
after my f ather died.
:37:19
I was only five and it,
it must've been quite a strain f or her.
:37:23
I mean, she didn't have to go to work or
anything. He left her a little money.
:37:26
Anyway, a f ew years ago,
Mother met this man.
:37:31
And he... he talked her
into building this motel.
:37:34
He could have talked her
into anything.
:37:37
And when he died too, it was
just too great a shock f or her.
:37:42
And the way
he died...
:37:46
(Chuckles) I guess it's nothing
to talk about while you're eating.
:37:51
Anyway, it was just too great
a loss f or her. She had nothing left.
:37:55
Except you.
:37:57
Well, a son is a poor substitute
f or a lover.