1:46:05
He spent days trying to make me study...
1:46:12
...even though I wasn't interested;
I was concerned with my problems
1:46:19
His persistence nearly drove me mad
1:46:25
I began to hate him for it
1:46:30
He never talked about himself.
Only me... me...
1:46:38
And I never understood
1:46:41
I thought so little of myself
1:46:45
When we're young, we're so stupid, we
can't imagine things coming to an end
1:46:54
You talked only about yourself
1:46:59
That was something new for me,
I was so happy with it...
1:47:04
...that nothing in the world
was more beautiful
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Because I loved you. You, not him
1:47:14
That's why his affection irritated me
and flattered you
1:47:23
Isn't that true?
1:47:27
Yes, but not much.
He was so vulnerable.
1:47:42
I feel like dying because
I no longer love you
1:47:48
That's why I'm desperate
1:47:52
I wish I were old, my life's
dedication to you over
1:47:58
I wish I no longer existed,
because I can't love you