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Is that what you think?
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That's not for me to say.
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You can only look into your own heart.
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But all the same,
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you have no intention
of letting me leave here alive?
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That is my decision to make.
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I need make no excuses to you.
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Counselor,
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there is a proverb, "The suspicious mind
conjures its own demons."
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Do you know it?
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When I say I will disembowel myself,
I truly mean it.
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Yet, even after all I have said,
you still refuse to -
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Suppose I were to go on living.
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What could I possibly have
to look forward to?
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The fact is, I can hardly wait
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to join Motome and Miho and Kingo
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in that world to which
they have gone ahead.
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But I would never be able
to face them
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were I to go empty-handed.
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I think you can understand that.
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I thought perhaps once I had explained,
then even members of the Iyi Clan
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would surely say,
"Oh, so that's how it was.
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Perhaps we were overzealous that day
in rushing to that end.
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Anyone can see that our handling
of the situation was less than ideal.
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Perhaps there were ways
in which we carried things too far.
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No doubt both parties could have
conducted themselves to better effect."