1:23:01
- Jenny, it's a sell-out.
- I'm always a sell-out.
1:23:04
You promised. They're waiting.
1:23:05
- There's George and Ida...
- George and Ida...
1:23:07
- and 200,000...
- nd 200,000. I know that.
1:23:09
Just let them wait.
To hell with them.
1:23:11
I can't be spread so thin.
I'm just one person.
1:23:15
I don't want to be rolled out
like a pastry...
1:23:17
so everybody can get
a nice big bite of me.
1:23:20
I'm just me.
I belong to myself.
1:23:22
I can do whatever I damn well
please with myself...
1:23:26
and nobody can ask
any questions.
1:23:27
You know that is not true,
don't you?
1:23:29
Well, I'm not gonna
do it anymore, and that's final.
1:23:33
It's just not worth all
the deaths that I have to die...
1:23:35
It's just not worth all
the deaths that I have to die...
1:23:37
You have a show to do tonight.
You are going to do it...
1:23:40
and I am going to see
that you do.
1:23:43
Do you think
that you can make me sing?
1:23:46
Do you think you can...
1:23:47
do you think George
can make me sing or Ida?
1:23:49
You can get me there, sure,
but can you make me sing?
1:23:52
I sing for myself.
1:23:53
I sing when I want to,
whenever I want to...
1:23:55
just for me.
I sing for my own pleasure.
1:23:58
Whenever I want.
Do you understand that?
1:24:00
I do understand that.
1:24:01
Just hang onto that, will you?
Hang onto it.
1:24:02
I've hung on
to every bit of rubbish...
1:24:04
there is to hang onto in life.
1:24:06
And I've thrown all
the good bits away.
1:24:08
Now, can you tell me
why I do that?
1:24:10
No, I can't tell you
why you do that...
1:24:12
but I can tell you this,
you are going to be late.
1:24:14
I don't care!
1:24:21
Darling...
1:24:25
I don't give a damn
who you let down...
1:24:31
but you're not gonna
let you down.
1:24:36
You haven't called me that...
1:24:39
for years.
1:24:41
I haven't been able
to call you that for years.
1:24:43
Now, come here, look.
Just look at me, please.
1:24:45
Are you listening to me?
1:24:48
There's something
I haven't been able...
1:24:50
to say to you in years, too.
1:24:52
David, don't.
1:24:56
Don't say it.
1:24:59
Because if you said it now...