1:23:08
l wouldn't accept my wretched role.
1:23:14
But now it's too damn lonely.
1:23:20
We try out attitudes,
and find them all worthless.
1:23:27
The forces are too strong.
1:23:33
l mean the forces...
1:23:36
The horrible forces.
1:23:42
You need to watch your step-
1:23:45
-among all the ghosts and memories.
1:23:57
All this talk...
1:24:02
There's no need
to discuss loneliness.
1:24:06
lt's a waste of time.
1:24:10
Give me my writing things.
1:24:29
l'm feeling much better now,
let me tell you.
1:24:35
Do you know what
my condition is called? Euphoria.
1:24:41
lt was the same with Father.
He would laugh and joke.
1:24:49
Then he would look at me.
1:24:52
''Now it's eternity, Ester'', he said.
1:24:56
He was so kind...