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l asked myself whether l truly
deserved so much happiness.
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Gertrud, why did you ever
leave me?
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Gabriel, do you really
believe l left you?
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Don't you realize
it was you who pushed me away -
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gently...gradually.
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l have never loved another.
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l believe you - as much
as you could love.
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But what was l to you?
You were tired of my love.
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When it became clear, l left.
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Gertrud, there's truth
in what you say.
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Work took you away from me, but
never did l want to break it off.
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You couldn't break it off.
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That's why it was good
that l could.
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Your work divided us -
and honor -
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and fame, and money.
You desired these.
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Love had become a burden for you.
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You wanted the pleasure
of the flesh, not love.
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lt's the terrible truth.
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l felt it.
:33:38
l'll tell you when l knew
for sure.
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lt was during the time you
hadn't had any meaningful work
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for a long period.
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A difficult time.
For me, too.
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Then one day l visited you.
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And l decided to tidy up.