:44:02
I think you do a great deal of good
here. I think the patients trust you.
:44:06
It'd be very foolish
if you were to leave.
:44:12
These reports of mine
are not completely accurate.
:44:16
They're factual, but they
don't express what really happens.
:44:19
The atmosphere of your relationship
is different from what the reports say?
:44:23
- Right.
- Are you disturbed about it?
:44:28
Let me put it quite candidly.
:44:32
Do you feel she's trying
to seduce you?
:44:34
Well, it's not that simple.
:44:39
Well, you could call it that.
But it's not...
:44:43
It's not just a physical thing.
It's much more than that.
:44:49
I'm not sure what it is
that she's trying to offer.
:44:54
It's almost like she wants to share
this magic little world of hers.
:44:59
And...
:45:02
Does that all sound strange to you?
:45:04
No, that doesn't sound strange.
:45:07
It isn't unknown, you know,
for patients to seduce personnel...
:45:10
...and vice versa, unfortunately.
:45:20
Do you ever feel inclined to accept?
:45:25
Yeah.
:45:26
Yeah, sometimes I do.
And...
:45:30
You see, I don't really think
that Lilith is unhappy.
:45:34
Most of the patients are.
:45:37
But I don't think she is.
She's got some...
:45:43
- I don't know, she's got a kind of a...
- Rapture.
:45:47
- What was the word?
- Rapture.
:45:49
Rapture? That's a good word for it.
:45:51
Yes, it is. In Shakespeare's time,
it meant "madness"...
:45:54
...as the words "ecstasy"
and "innocence" often did.
:45:57
I think all of us here are concerned
with rapture in some way.