1:36:05
I half expected it to cry out.
1:36:08
It didn´t, of course.
It couldn´t have done.
1:36:11
It could never have had
any life in it.
1:36:13
- Not a proper life of its own.
- No, I suppose not.
1:36:20
Still...
1:36:23
...it must have had some life,
of course.
1:36:26
And... as it lay there
so quiet and so still...
1:36:33
...it quite touched me.
1:36:35
And I started praying or something.
1:36:38
Saying things like, ´´God help me! ´´,
and things like that.
1:36:44
And then I starts to cry.
1:36:46
Straight up. The tears
were running down my face.
1:36:50
All salty. Like I was a kid myself.
1:36:54
Crying for him, you mean, Alf?
1:36:57
No, not for him.
1:36:59
He was past it.
1:37:01
For my bleeding self!
1:37:04
You know, it don´t half bring it home
to you what you are
1:37:07
when you see a helpless little thing
like that lying in your own hands.
1:37:13
He´d have been quite perfect.
1:37:15
And I thought to myself,
1:37:19
´´You know what, Alfie?
You know what you done? ´´
1:37:23
´´You murdered him. ´´
1:37:28
Well, there´s nothing you can do
about it now, Alf.
1:37:32
- Will you lend me 25 quid, Nat?
- Don´t be bloody funny!
1:37:35
- That´s all l´ve got in the world.
- Take this watch as security.
1:37:39
If I haven´t paid you back
in two weeks, you can sell it.
1:37:42
I don´t want no security.
l´II give you the money.
1:37:45
Thanks very much, Nat.