:24:05
l know it sounds childish,
but l believe in it.
:24:10
Goodness, it's raining a lot!
:24:13
Oh, yes. He was married.
We had a relationship for five years.
:24:19
Then he got tired, of course.
:24:22
l was very much in love, that's for sure.
And he was the first.
:24:26
l remember it all like a long torment.
:24:30
Long periods of pain
and then short moments when...
:24:35
l'm thinking of it as you've taught me
to smoke. He smoked loads.
:24:40
Thinking of it afterwards,
it's really banal. A real pulp fiction.
:24:47
ln a strange way
it was never really real.
:24:51
l don't know how to describe it.
At least, l was never quite real to him.
:24:58
My pain was real, that's for sure.
:25:02
Somehow it was is if it was part of it
in some nasty way.
:25:07
As if that's how it was supposed to be.
:25:11
Even the things we said to each other...
:25:20
Many people have told me that
l'm a good listener. Funny, huh?
:25:25
No one's ever bothered to listen to me.
Like you are now. You're listening.
:25:31
l think you're the first person
who's listened to me.
:25:35
lt can't be interesting at all.
You could read a good book instead.
:25:39
God, l'm going on.
You're not getting irritated?
:25:43
lt's so nice to talk.
lt feels so nice and warm.
:25:46
l feel like l've never felt
in my whole life.
:25:52
l always wanted a sister.
l only have a load of brothers. Seven.
:25:56
Funny, huh? Then l come along. l've
been surrounded by boys all my life.