He gripped my shoulders and bent
backwards. l came over and over.

Katarina lay on her side looking
and she held him from behind.

When he came she embraced him
and made herself come with his hand.

And when she came she screamed
really loud.

Then all three of us started laughing.
We called the other boy sitting
on the slope. His name was Peter.

He came down all confused,
looking frozen in the sunshine.

Katarina unbuttoned his trousers
and started playing with him.

When he came
she took him in her mouth.

He bent down and started kissing her
on the back.

She turned around, took his head in
both hands and gave him her breast.

The other boy got so excited,
so he and l started again.

lt was as nice as the first time.
Then we swam and parted. When l
came back, Karl-Henrik had returned.

We ate dinner together and drank
the red wine he had with him.

Then we slept together.
lt's never been as good, before or since.
Can you understand that?

Then l fell pregnant, of course.
Karl-Henrik, who's studying medicine,
took me to a friend who aborted it.

We were both happy.
We didn't want any children.