1:51:04
I don't know. I mean, I'm not you.
1:51:09
Imagine that you are me.
1:51:13
That's hard. Sometimes I even have
trouble imagining that I'm me,
1:51:19
if you know what I mean.
1:51:24
I'm gonna call the deal off.
1:51:27
Let them send me home
cos I've flown over 50 missions.
1:51:31
Then they'd have
to send home every man.
1:51:33
- That's their problem.
- It's your problem.
1:51:36
- They'll court-martial you.
- Make the best of a bad situation.
1:51:40
- No.
- No what?
1:51:45
I've been lying in this bed
for three weeks thinking about it
1:51:49
and all I know is
I don't want to go to prison
1:51:52
and I can't play Cathcart's game.
1:51:58
- What else can you do?
- I can run away.
1:52:03
You'll desert? How would you
get off the base? That's insane.
1:52:09
That's why
it's the only sensible thing to do.
1:52:11
They'll call you a coward.
It's your country.
1:52:14
I've flown 55 missions
and I've fought for three years,
1:52:18
now I'll fight for myself.
1:52:20
- Suppose everyone felt that way?
- I'd be a fool to feel different.
1:52:23
What would your friends say?
1:52:27
I haven't got any.
Nately was blown to bits,
1:52:31
McWatt killed himself,
1:52:33
Hungry Joe was chopped in two,
Dobbs disappeared,
1:52:38
Aardvark's a murderer,
1:52:40
Doc Daneeka's a zombie.
1:52:44
They're all gone.
1:52:47
The only friend I had was Snowden
and I didn't even know him.
1:52:50
What about Orr?
1:52:53
- Orr's at the bottom of the sea.
- No, he isn't. Don't you know?
1:52:58
- Know what?
- Orr's in Sweden.