:47:02
	And you haven't been
to church since?
:47:05
	Only to see paintings...
:47:08
	...when we went to France
on our honeymoon
:47:14
	Deep breaths
:47:18
	Then when my mother
wanted to take me to church...
:47:27
	...I said, "No!"
- And you didn't go?
:47:30
	No
:47:34
	Then...
:47:38
	...the next Sunday...
:47:41
	...when the weather was fine...
:47:44
	...and I was very happy...
:47:47
	...my mother asked,
"Stina, kommst du in die Kirche?"
:47:55
	But Stina was clever,
wasn't she?
:48:00
	Yes
:48:04
	I said no again
:48:07
	I said to my mother...
:48:11
	"I won't ask anything
from anyone whom I can't trust
:48:20
	"I want to stand
on my own two feet"
:48:25
	- You succeeded in that
- What did you say?
:48:28
	I said you succeeded
:48:33
	I'm not so sure
:48:35
	Since I became so old...
:48:39
	...Im lonely and helpless
:48:45
	But when I die...
:48:49
	...only my son will hold my hand
:48:55
	Animals too want to die alone