:48:00
I don't deal with shit like this.
:48:02
Get him.
:48:04
Get up!
:48:27
Look, maybe you should get out now,
before something really bad happens.
:48:31
I could be happy with a plain life,
a poor one, even, if you were.
:48:34
What would I do?
:48:36
With my record, I can't even work
civil service or join the damn Army.
:48:40
If I quit now, I took all this
chance for nothing...
:48:43
...and I go back to being nothing,
working some jive job for chump change...
:48:47
...day after day.
If that's all I'm supposed to do...
:48:50
...they gonna have to kill me,
because that ain't enough.
:48:53
Come on.
:48:57
Go on, you mother...
:49:17
What'll you do when you get out?
:49:21
I don't know.
:49:23
It's not so much what we do...
:49:25
...it's having a choice...
:49:27
...being able to decide
what it is I want...
:49:30
...not just to be forced into a thing
because that's the way it is.
:49:34
I'm gonna buy me some time, baby...
:49:37
...some time that isn't all fucked up
with things we gotta do.
:49:41
- Just to be free.
- And will that make you happy?
:49:45
I don't know.
I don't know.
:49:49
I just know I can't be happy
the way it is now.
:49:54
I never was.