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You know, Tonto,
when I was very young...
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I thought about
driving cross-country.
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Never made it though.
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Met Annie, and that was that.
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Kids, family, work.
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It wasn't Annie's fault though.
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No, we had good times.
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But, you know, maybe-
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maybe I thought
there just wasn't enough...
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time, or enough money.
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And on the other hand,
there really was.
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We had good times though.
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Good times.
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Lake Saranac, Cape Cod-
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beautiful summers.
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Annie loved to swim.
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Much better swimmer than I was.
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Powerful strokes.
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People used to wonder
how that little body...
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could churn through
the water that way.
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Wonderful.
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I'll let you in on something, Tonto.
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I have a great fear of pain.
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I would rather go... like that...
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than suffer for a long time.
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Oh, how Annie suffered.
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The suffering was worse
than the dying.
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I dreaded seeing her in the morning.
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She never complained.
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Never complained.
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That was my specialty.
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Hell, you know, you never
really feel somebody's suffering.
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You only feel their death.