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It stimulates you,
releases you, redeems you.
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You are saved and I envy you.
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What am I saying?
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Continue
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I often thought of it, these years.
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It seems to me
that your cross could be
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your reason for living, your salvation.
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I envy the insane, the sick,
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innocent children.
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Only they can see
better than me.
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Is it good fortune to be blind?
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Perhaps,
but not for your reasons.
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It is good fortune,
because blind men
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cant see things,
they imagine them.
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As for me, I dont imagine anything,
I dont remember anything.
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If I could see the world, there
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I would hardly see anything
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but stones, the desert.
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No trees or animals,
just stones.
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Like me,
I am a stone.
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What about the blessing, then?
Cheer up!
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A sign of the cross,
some nonsense in Latin
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and Im vaccinated against sin.