:20:00
. . .but he did it.
I don't know why.
:20:03
Why did you want to get married?
:20:09
I thought it would help me.
:20:14
But it didn't.
:20:17
I was so confused.
I was doing. . .
:20:19
. . .insane things.
:20:22
What sort of things, Leon?
:20:28
After the wedding. . .
:20:30
. . .I ran off for 10 days
to Atlantic City.
:20:34
Sonny was frantic.
:20:37
He knew I'd been drinking. He didn't
know where I was, who I was with.
:20:42
I couldn't explain the things I did.
:20:45
So I went to a psychiatrist. . .
:20:48
. . .who told me. . .
:20:50
. . .that I was a woman
trapped in a man's body.
:21:02
So right away he wanted to give me
money for the sex change operation.
:21:06
But where was he going to get it?
:21:08
$2,500?
:21:11
My God, he was in hock
up to his ears already.
:21:14
He needed the money
for your operation?
:21:16
It drive him crazy.
:21:19
He would fly into these rages.
:21:22
And I got more depressed than ever.
:21:25
I knew I'd never get my operation.
:21:30
So I tried to kill myself.
I took about a half a pound of pills.
:21:34
Blues, yellows, screamers,
uppers, downers, you name it.
:21:39
And I wound up in the hospital.
:21:44
And Sonny comes there. . .
:21:46
. . .and he just looks at me.
:21:49
And he says. . .
:21:51
. . . "Why, Leon?
:21:53
When things were going so good?"