:23:01
Thinking sometimes strains me
so much that l feel exhausted.
:23:06
But l have got a bit farther.
:23:13
''Yet a human being is not a god.
:23:15
''And if Christ is God become man...
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''he nevertheless died as a man...
:23:21
''and not as God.
:23:24
''Why should l not regard myself,
then, as God become man?
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''What should prevent me...
:23:30
''attaching more weight to the godly
element than the human one...
:23:33
''crushing the man beneath the god?
:23:36
''All my life...
:23:38
''l am subject to these magnetic poles.
:23:42
''On the one hand, God, on the other...
:23:45
''the human being.
:23:46
''And as man, a human king...
:23:49
''and the Sun King.
:23:50
''As a human king, man crowned...
:23:53
''and he whom one robs of his crown.
:23:57
''lf l love anarchy...
:24:00
''if l function as the firmament...
:24:02
''that accelerates a latent state of anarchy,
then anarchy is first of all...
:24:07
''within me.
:24:09
''lt ravages my organism...
:24:12
''and plunges my mind into a kind of
precocious madness...
:24:17
''which has a special name...
:24:20
''in modern medical terminology.
:24:23
''l am man and woman.
:24:27
''l am man and woman...
:24:29
''and sun worship...
:24:32
''is the religion of the man...
:24:34
''who, nevertheless,
without woman, his double...
:24:37
''in whom l am reflected...
:24:39
''is capable of nothing.
:24:42
''lt is the religion of the single being
who divides himself in two to act...
:24:47
''and to be.
:24:49
''The religion...
:24:50
''of the primal division of the single being.
:24:54
''The unity, duality united...
:24:57
''in the first androgynous being...
:24:59
''of which he is the man...