1:58:02
and go off and fight this turkey too.
1:58:05
Soon there'll be another
1:58:11
To tell you I was just a lie
1:58:17
And sometimes I wonder
1:58:23
Just for a while
1:58:28
Will you ever...
1:58:31
I'm telling you it ain't like it is
in the movies. I didn't have a choice.
1:58:35
When I was your age, all I got was
some guy standing up like that man
1:58:40
and giving me bullshit, which I caught.
1:58:42
I was really in good shape then.
I was captain of the football team.
1:58:45
I wanted to be a war hero, man.
I wanted to go out and kill for my country.
1:58:51
Once I was a lover
1:58:57
And I searched behind your eyes for you
1:59:03
And soon there'll be another...
1:59:07
And now I'm here to tell you that
I have killed for my country or whatever
1:59:13
and I don't feel good about it.
1:59:19
Because there's not
enough reason, man...
1:59:29
to feel a person die in your hands
or to see your best buddy get blown away.
1:59:39
I'm here to tell you it's a lousy thing, man.
1:59:43
I don't see any reason for it.
1:59:49
And there's a lot of shit
that I did over there
1:59:53
that I find fucking hard to live with.
1:59:56
And I don't wanna see
people like you coming back
1:59:59
and having to face the rest of your lives
with that shit. It's as simple as that.