1:14:06
Couldn't we talk to each other?
-No.
1:14:12
Couldn't we at least give it a try?
1:14:15
We've already tried 100,000 times.
1:14:18
The next time we fight we'll use
whatever we said as a weapon.
1:14:24
Do you remember how hard
we tried at first?
1:14:27
We had capital.
1:14:30
Call it love capital, if you will.
1:14:33
We threw it all away needlessly.
Do you know why?
1:14:37
We accepted the rules
but had no knack for the game.
1:14:42
And then we were betrayed.
1:14:44
Do you know
what scares me the most?
1:14:47
That l can't go to work,
read my paper, eat regular meals.
1:14:54
Not being able to sleep, being
constipated, the car breaking down...
1:14:58
getting sick, having a toothache.
1:15:02
The slightest hitch could ruin my
carefully devised security system.
1:15:08
lf that were true,
you wouldn't drink so much.
1:15:11
l drink to have the courage
to switch off my system.
1:15:15
For what purpose?
1:15:18
To blow myself up.
1:15:23
And what remains?
1:15:25
Mincemeat of sorts.
Of blood and nerves.
1:15:30
And that's supposed to be better?
1:15:35
At least l'd be more like
the reality that encases me.