:57:02
l liked the idea that Peter was
cheating on her with a prostitute.
:57:07
But that's only part of the truth.
:57:10
Weak people choose strange paths.
You should know that, lnspector.
:57:16
lt torments me that l was the one who
introduced the killer to the victim.
:57:22
Please excuse my dramatic turns of
phrase. l just have a bad conscience.
:57:27
l blame my homosexuality.
:57:31
That too is just part of the truth.
:57:34
This is starting to become
interesting, don't you think?
:57:55
The truth is of course that
l wanted Peter all to myself.
:58:00
But that wasn't clear to me.
:58:03
We were to have a mutual secret.
:58:08
l slowly wanted to take him away
from his wife and make him mine.
:58:14
l saw that terrible coldness
in his marriage...
:58:18
and was somewhat obsessed with
the idea that he would turn to me.
:58:24
That he would
discover me at long last.
:58:27
That he would realize
that l secretly loved him.
:58:33
Emotionally,
Peter was a dying man.
:58:38
The way one can die of hunger,
thirst or loss of blood.
:58:43
l knew that l could save him.
:58:47
And l wished l was
the one he was seeking.
:58:50
Seeking to be close to me.