:31:01
But why do I hate him so?
:31:03
The Apaches have a word for that.
It's called love.
:31:08
That's what the Apaches call what I have?
:31:10
When I first met Big Eagle...
:31:14
...I hated his guts.
:31:16
He was so dedicated to preserving
the heritage of his ancestors...
:31:20
...I felt rejected.
:31:21
Late at night, when everyone else is asleep
he's up working on his book.
:31:26
Big Eagle is a writer?
:31:28
He hasn't had anything published,
but he's written three books.
:31:31
My God!
:31:32
Big Eagle is a writer,
Leonard, a Vietnam War deserter...
:31:36
...Lefty, a bank teller, Doc, a doc...
:31:40
...and Billy, a shoe salesman
from New Jersey.
:31:43
- He told you that?
- Yes!
:31:44
You're the first assistant he's ever told.
:31:47
But we're so different!
:31:50
I hate to tell you what I come from,
Antoinette...
:31:53
...but I sure am not an Indian by blood.
:31:55
I am Big Eagle's squaw
and that makes me an Indian at heart.
:31:59
Don't you understand what Bronco Billy
and the Wild West Show are all about?
:32:03
You can be anything you want.
:32:06
All you have to do is go out and become it.
:32:13
I didn't mean to bring bad luck
to the show.
:32:16
You didn't.
:32:19
What am I going to do?
:32:20
I can't tell you that.
:32:22
But I do know you're running away
from yourself...
:32:24
...and until you know who you want to be...
:32:27
...you're never gonna get very far.