1:50:00
if there hadn't been any mess.
1:50:05
But you can't handle mess.
1:50:09
You need everything neat and easy.
1:50:13
I don't know.
1:50:14
Maybe you can't love anybody.
1:50:17
It was so much Buck.
1:50:19
It's as if you buried
all your love with him.
1:50:24
I don't understand that.
1:50:28
Maybe it wasn't even Buck.
1:50:31
Maybe it was just you.
1:50:33
Maybe, finally, it was
the best of you that you buried.
1:50:41
But whatever it was...
1:50:47
I don't know who you are.
1:50:49
I don't know what
we've been playing at.
1:50:56
So I was crying.
1:51:03
Because I don't know
if I love you anymore.
1:51:09
And I don't know
what I'll do without that.