:56:28
Ithoughtit was alIover.
:56:30
It'd be worse than that.
:56:35
Youshouldturn in.
:56:37
I'd miss my chance.
:56:40
What chance?
:56:42
Somethingthatmightnothappen.
:56:51
During the fiIm l dreamt...
:56:54
A dream l often get...
:56:56
Aboutmy dad beating me.
:56:58
I showhim my prize
:57:00
for good reading in schooI:
a hard-cover book.
:57:04
He throws it in my face.
:57:07
In thedream, I'm a kid.
:57:11
It's nota dream.
:57:14
I am justa kid.
:57:17
A monster who kiIled
his mother at birth.
:57:25
Do you stiIl resentyour father?
:57:27
Notany more.
:57:30
He'd always Iook
for oneanswer to his probIems.
:57:34
Like blaming everything
on Jewsand Freemasons.
:57:38
Notunderstandingthat to know
why thingsgo wrong,
:57:43
there isn't one reason,
:57:47
butathousand reasons.
:57:55
I'm cold.
:57:57
It's warmout.