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All he said was practice and work on it.
1:26:03
- No, man, I am shit.
- You're full of shit.
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- By the way, you are white.
- Thank you.
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You just don't pick up soul
in two or three months...
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...even if you are Russian.
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And I'll tell you something else,
that self-pity won't get you nowhere.
1:26:20
The saddest thing in the world is life.
1:26:23
You telling me?
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It gets so bad,
sometimes I don't think I'll make it.
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Did I ever tell you I had a kid?
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I met this girl, she got pregnant
and went back home to Alabama.
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Thomas Alva Witherspoon, 5 years old.
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- That's wonderful.
- When I think of that kid, I want to cry.
1:26:44
Why don't you cry?
1:26:47
- It's good for you.
- I don't have to cry.
1:26:52
When I was in Russia,
I did not love my life...
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...but I loved my misery.
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You know why?
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Because it was my misery.
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I could hold it.
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I could caress it.
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I loved my misery.
1:27:15
You know, I have a whole family
I will never ever see again.
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You see? Now you see.
You know it. There it is.
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Now you know that the saddest thing
in the world is life.
1:27:37
Yeah, man. Now you see.