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December 8, 1973.
:36:12
I have been practicing
euthanasia as routinely...
:36:16
as I perform my other
everyday medical procedures.
:36:24
February 17, 1974.
:36:29
Due to a clerical error...
:36:32
I mistakenly terminated
the life...
:36:35
of a perfectly healthy man.
:36:43
A quick undetected injection,
and his heart stopped.
:36:49
To my surprise...
:36:52
I did not feel remorse.
:37:00
Instead,
I began to understand...
:37:02
the unusual sensations...
:37:04
my father described
in his writings.
:37:10
Killing is my heroin...
:37:12
my opiate...
:37:15
my fix.
:37:21
It gives me
a god-like sensation...
:37:23
that goes beyond that
special feeling doctors have...
:37:26
because they can save lives.
:37:30
When you can take life away
as easily as you can give it...
:37:37
that is a feeling
very few people ever experience.
:37:55
You're a really
difficult woman, Martha.