:28:01
- This is where we were going.
- Yeah.
:28:03
You know, we had a deal.
:28:05
You told me if I came with you
to the opera...
:28:08
then you'd leave me alone forever.
:28:09
I came with you.
Now I'm gonna marry your brother...
:28:13
and you're gonna
leave me alone forever, right?
:28:15
A person can see where
they've messed up in their life...
:28:19
and they can change
the way they do things...
:28:21
and they can even change
their luck.
:28:23
So maybe my nature
does draw me to you.
:28:25
That don't mean
I have to go with it.
:28:27
I can take hold of myself.
:28:29
I can say yes to some things...
:28:32
and no to other things
that are gonna ruin everything.
:28:34
I can do that.
Otherwise, you know...
:28:39
what good is this stupid life
that God gave us?
:28:43
- Are you listening to me?
- Yeah.
:28:48
Everything seems like nothing
to me now.
:28:50
I guess I want you in my bed.
:28:52
I don't care
if I burn in hell.
:28:55
I don't care
if you burn in hell.
:28:58
The past and the future
is a joke to me now.
:29:01
I see that they're nothing.
I see they ain't here.
:29:05
The only thing that's here
is you and me.
:29:10
I want to go home.
I'm going home.
:29:13
- I'm freezing to death.
- Come upstairs.
:29:15
I don't care why you come.
:29:18
That's not what I mean.
:29:21
Loretta, I love you.
:29:25
Not like they told you love is.
:29:27
And I didn't know this either.
:29:29
But love don't make things nice.
:29:31
It ruins everything.
It breaks your heart.
:29:35
It makes things a mess.
We aren't here to make things perfect.
:29:40
The snowflakes are perfect.
:29:45
The stars are perfect.
:29:47
Not us.
:29:50
We are here to ruin ourselves...
:29:53
and to break our hearts...
:29:56
and love the wrong people...
:29:59
and die.