1:05:03
I just wanted to know
that I could be wanted.
1:05:08
And he seemed very challenging.
1:05:10
You know, he's very clever
and busy with his novel.
1:05:16
And he's charming and smart and...
1:05:21
Then slowly I began to see how...
1:05:28
..very vulnerable he is and...
1:05:33
..he's so uncertain.
1:05:37
And my heart went out to him.
1:05:41
And I began dreaming about him.
1:05:45
What's gonna happen?
Are you gonna go away with him?
1:05:50
I can't. No, I can't do that.
1:05:52
It's... It's not so easy
when you're married with... kids.
1:05:59
That's something I wouldn't know.
1:06:02
Now give me those pills.
1:06:06
Tomorrow will come
and you'll find some distractions.
1:06:11
You'll get rid of this place.
You'll move back to the city.
1:06:14
You'll work. You'll fall in love.
1:06:17
And maybe it'll work out
and maybe it won't.
1:06:20
But you'll find a million petty things
to keep you going,...
1:06:25
..and distractions
to keep you from focusing on the...
1:06:28
On the truth.
1:06:31
I don't know what the truth is
and you don't either.
1:06:34
I just wanna swallow all of this Valium.
1:06:37
Well, it's hard to die from Valium.
It takes about a million.
1:06:40
- I'll take 'em all.
- Stop it. Stop it.
1:06:44
You're behaving like a petulant child.
1:06:47
If you really wanted to die,
you would have done that the last time.
1:06:51
I'm so lonely.
1:06:57
OK, stop it, and just give me the pills.