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in all France, he must know.
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In us, he is interested little.
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But
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are you at war with the whole world
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Well that depends
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No moments of happiness?-I can count those on one hand
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there I had, in the last year, a few lucky days...
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And what were they, these "lucky days"?
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With the Englishman? - no, the Frenchman.
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He was too young, you said.
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He was scared of me
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Unbelievably! - and what made him fear?
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I do not know...
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In school I was very forward
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even the teachers called me arrogant.
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I wanted to only impress him thereby.
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But he did not understand that, the idiot, he understood nothing at all.
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There are nevertheless moments... -.. where I am sad.
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Sometimes I look at my vein ..
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and ask myself,
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why not cut through it.
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I had never the courage ... I am too cowardly.
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But for what cut the vein?
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One must always say to oneself...
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that, whatever happens, there is still another way out.
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One believes oneself in the vice, but it is not like that.