:59:03
I never told this story to a man before.
:59:08
But I guess it was...
:59:10
in the way of an explanation or apology
for how strange I was in the car.
:59:17
They say time heals anything.
:59:21
I was too scared and ashamed
to tell the police.
:59:25
And I was too stupid
not to keep it a secret from my court.
:59:30
So, for one reason or another, they all left.
:59:33
They all left.
:59:35
I suppose they had other virtues.
:59:38
Loyalty wasn't one of them.
:59:40
The awful part of it was, it was the only time
I ever really needed them...
:59:43
and they weren't there.
:59:50
Thanks.
:59:53
I died.
:59:55
My heart felt like it was buried forever.
:59:57
So...
:59:59
I tried looking for cheap kicks and true love.
1:00:03
I even slept with a lot of women.
1:00:05
I was looking for a new entourage.
1:00:08
It didn't work.
1:00:09
So, I started screwing a lot of guys.
1:00:13
That got me the entourage, all right.
They were all creeps.
1:00:18
I thought the only thing won'thy of my
heart and soul was my writing.
1:00:23
That's all I did.
If it wasn't my poetry, it was my diary.
1:00:28
My poetry finally got published,
and I bought this bookshop.
1:00:34
Here I am.
1:00:38
So, all's well that ends well.
1:00:43
Well, actually, it's not the end of the story.
1:00:51
I left out the most bizarre part
because I was...
1:00:55
I was afraid that, being a man,
you wouldn't understand...
1:00:58
just how affected a woman can be
by this kind of thing.