Field of Dreams

-Are you actually thinking of doing this?

I can't think of one good reason
why I should, but....

I'm 36. I have a wife,
a child, and a mortgage...

...and I'm scared to death
I'm turning into my father.

What does he have to do with all this?
I never forgave him for getting old.
By the time he was as old as I am now...
...he was ancient.
He must have had dreams,
but he never did anything about them.

For all I know,
he may have even heard voices, too...

...but he sure didn't listen to them.
The man never did one spontaneous thing
in all the years I knew him.

I'm afraid of that happening to me...
...and something tells me
this may be my last chance...

:13:11 do something about it.
I want to build that field.
Do you think I'm crazy?
But I also think
if you really feel you should do this...

...then you should do it.
-What the hell is he doing?
-He's plowing under his corn.