:52:03
Dad, do you know what he did
the first night I went out with him?
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We were walking across by the 7-1 1 . . .
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. . .and he pointed out some glass
for me to walk around.
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I think of that when people say,
"What are you doing with Lloyd?"
:52:27
And I never get nervous around him.
:52:30
So we started spending all
this time together, as friends.
:52:35
But I could feel him getting anxious.
:52:40
And then. . .
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. . .I knew that there would be
a confrontation over getting physical.
:52:49
He started to get that look
at the end of the night.
:52:52
Do you know that look?
:52:57
You know it will be an issue.
:52:59
So I went through all the feelings
and arguments you go through. . . .
:53:04
-Did he ever get rough with you?
-Dad, no.
:53:09
But I didn't want any problems,
so I decided not to sleep with him.
:53:15
But then I attacked him anyway.
:53:21
It always feels good
to tell you the truth.
:53:25
Because. . .
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. . .if I can't share it with you,
it's almost like it didn't happen.
:53:33
Did you sleep with her?
:53:36
-I admit nothing.
-It's us.
:53:40
-Look at his face. He did the deed.
-You're an inspiration, Lloyd.
:53:46
All right, calm down.
Nothing's different.
:53:49
Lloyd, listen to me. Everything
has changed. You've had sex.
:53:54
Nothing will ever be the same
between you two.
:53:58
You might be 60, you'll see her,
talk to her, whatever--