1:21:01
So, what happened?
Was it so bad it turned you off, or...?
1:21:09
- No, that wasn't the problem.
- What was the problem?
1:21:13
I was the problem. I was a...
1:21:18
I was a pathological liar.
1:21:21
Or I am, I should say.
1:21:24
The lying is...
1:21:29
Lying is like alcoholism,
you're continually recovering.
1:21:34
So that's it?
1:21:37
You lied?
1:21:41
- That was part of it.
- So, what else happened?
1:21:47
Well, at that time, uh... I...
1:21:55
I used to express my feelings nonverbally,
1:22:04
and often scared people
1:22:08
that were close to me.
1:22:12
Are you still like that?
1:22:15
No.
1:22:18
No.
1:22:25
So you're never gonna make love again?
1:22:28
I don't... I haven't made any plans, so...
1:22:37
- If you were in love with me, would you?
- I'm not in love with you.
1:22:41
- But if you were?
- I can't answer that.
1:22:43
- Why not?
- I told you.
1:22:45
- But I don't understand.
- Ann, forget about the sex, you know? I...
1:22:53
I'm not the same person that I was...
even remotely, you know.
1:22:57
I'm different in so many ways.
1:22:59
It'd have a profound effect on the way that
I relate to other people, communicate.