:37:55
"It was suddenly clear now
what had happened,,,
:37:57
",,,and my heart sank
as I tried to convince myself,,,
:38:00
",,,that the white men who'd been killed
were bad people and deserved to die,
:38:04
"But it was no use,
:38:05
"I tried to believe
that Wind In His Hair and Kicking Bird,,,
:38:08
",,,and the others who shared in the killing
were not so happy for having done it,
:38:12
"But they were,
:38:15
"As I looked at familiar faces,
I realiZed that the gap between us,,,
:38:19
",,,was greater than I could ever have imagined, "
:38:40
"As they celebrated into the night
the coming hunt,,,
:38:43
",,,it was hard to know where to be,
:38:46
"I don't know if they understood,
but I could not sleep among them,
:38:50
"There had been no looks,
and there was no blame,
:38:53
"There was only the confusion of a people
not able to predict a future, "