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So I was in Boston. I just ended up there.
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It seemed far enough away.
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It come to me then. It just happened.
These things happen.
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Other things happen. It's your life.
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They were looking for somebody to go
undercover who knew the Kitchen,
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who was known.
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I could've said no,
but I thought I could do it.
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It was like this opportunity.
I could look the entire thing in the eye.
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You'd be married, forgotten about me.
And Jack, I would leave him out of it.
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But it was only an idea.
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Nothing to do with the truth. It was just...
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a fuckin' idea, like...
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you believe... in angels or the saints
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or that there's such a thing
as a state of grace,
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and you believe it.
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But it's got nothing to do with reality.
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It's just an idea. You got
your ideas and you got reality.
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They're all...
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They're all fucked up.